How Braden and Shaun reacted to their Wiinderful christmas present!:)

So I am going to put the rest of the pics up but Andrew needs my monitor and other stuffs to fix Val's computer ( I would like her to join the blogging world again!;)) This is Braden and Shaun when they realized that my parents had bought them a Wii for Christmas!:)

Our cute video:)

So Andrew and I have been together for almost 3 years (2 of them married) so I made this cute vidjeo as Andrew would call it hehe. A lot of them are kissy ones lol but give us a break we are still newlyweds :)

Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

I would die for that!

So I talked to my cousin Amy today, she understands how I feel about my PCOS because she went through a similar situation with her Endometriosis. I love talking to her! She is such an inspiration to me, she is so strong and always has the best advice. She has 3 beautiful children and has been through so much in her life and I look up to her more than I think she really knows. Amy told me about her friend and the specialist in SLC she went to, I told Andrew today that I wanted to go see her friends specialist. I just want to talk someone that knows about it and to have them LISTEN!

I think this might end up being a whining blog but oh well. I am so tired of feeling sick all the time, feeling tired, frustrated and like I cant control my body. Its so frustrating to have a doctor not listen, or not have the answers. I am sick of crying. Sick to death of it. I know that crying doesn't help, and it doesn't change anything, but it relieves tension. I want to have a family, through conception or adoption, but we need to have answers about my health before anything can happen. I have accepted it, I'm not mad at it anymore, just frustrated I just want answers.

Okay people so here we go, get out your tissues. I don't care if you are trying to conceive, have a million kids, or even if you hate kids. This song will touch you! Its hard for me to listen to but I do it anyways. I think all of you will look at it differently when you ask a newly-wed couple when they are going to have kids. Every situation is different! Maybe they cant, maybe they are waiting, maybe they don't want them, just think before you say anything. YOU DON'T KNOW THEIR SITUATION! Its like Amy told me today, they aren't trying to be mean, they say something before thinking.

I would die for that
by: Kellie Coffey

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqfGqOx2iDQ


Jenny was my best friend.
Went away one summer.
Came back with a secret
She just couldn't keep.
A child inside her,
Was just too much for her
So she cried herself to sleep.

And she made a decision
Some find hard to accept.
To young to know that one day
She might live to regret.

But I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that she had.
I would die for that.

I've been given so much,
A husband that I love.
So why do I feel incomplete?
With every test and checkup
We're told not to give up.
He wonders if it's him.
And I wonder if it's me.

All I want is a family,
Like everyone else I see.
And I won't understand it
If it's not meant to be.

Cause I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that they have.
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
For that kind of love,
What I'd give up!
I would die for that.

Sometimes it's hard to conceive,
With all that I've got,
And all I've achieved,
What I want most
Before my time is gone,
Is to hear the words
"I love you, Mom."

I would die for that.
Just to have once chance
To hold in my hands
What so many have
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
How I would love
What some give up.
I would die ...
I would die for that.

Thanks for reading, I love you all so very much!

Been super busy! Here a little of the proof! Not all though;)

Im just going to put the pictures up:) I dont have pics of all of them though.

There are a lot so a name and the pic is good hehe
Btw there are A LOT of pink and brown. It must be really in fashion
cause everyone wants it!

Ellie


Ellen


Amber


Gentry


Gracie

Haley


Jiselle


Kylie



Minnie

Panelopy


Santa Baby

Sammy



Mechams scarves they all have matching hats did get pics :(

Suzie


They are $5.00 a piece if you want to place an order let me know:) Loves!!

Sicily VS. The Snow

So during the first snow storm our kitten, Sicily sat at our balcony and tried to catch the snow flakes through the glass! It was so adorable and we decided to show her what snow really was! Thats Andrew preparing Sissy for the shock to come.

She wasn't quite ready for the coming down part:( I thought for sure she would face plant!!

And two of her running back inside!:( And being scared

Im sure she thought we were tour ting her but she was just so curious hehe

MORE HATS! I love this pattern!!

I know that I did put up pics of one of these (checks blog hehe) yep one of these hats but I just cant resist! I love this pattern! And I have decided to name my hats hehe I know its silly but its fun:) These are some of the ones I have made since Friday.

This is "Lucy"




This is "Chelsey"


The Samantha



The Caitlin

The Andrea

And last but not least the
"Lily"
after my future niece:) I made it just for her.
Hopefully she comes into this world soon hehe
But if when they do get preggers I get another nephew I wont complain!


This is just a funny picture! I heard some noise in the front room as I was walking up the hall and found Andrew on the couch doing this.....

Christmas Tree AND gingerbread men/women

This is our wonderful Christmas tree! We were going to go with

a real tree this year BUT with my allergies to pine we opted not to have me sick all holiday season!:) We do have a star but for now it is drying. Funny story last year we bought the most ADORABLE star you could ever ask for at Tai Pan. We also bought a whole bunch of other stuff, and as all of you who shop there know they wrap everything in paper. Well I had gotten everything else out of the bag except the star and forgot about it. Then the next day we took the garbage out and yep you guessed it! Included in the garbage was that most perfect star that I threw away:( so we decided to replicate that star this year, just had to paint it. Ill put a pic up of it later! So yes this is our teal and white christmas tree! I love the colors! kinda reminds me of my wedding but oh well they are so cute together. Andrew is the one who picked out the colors!:) I made the cutest crochetd snowflakes to put on the tree. I had always seen them on my grandma and mom's tree and I was decided to learn how to make them for my tree. Heres a few close ups of the ornaments.



Also we decided to make gingerbread cookies! Then we decorated them it was super fun and tasty!
Sorry that one wouldnt turn! I tried everything! that is me and Andrew! Below is when we chomped the other peoples heads off!

This is Andrew's Pirate complete with the
peg leg eye patch and striped shirt:)

Cute new hats!:)

So I have been working on a new pattern(my mom gave me one and I tweaked it to make it easier and faster:)) here are a couple pictures, these are just pictures of adult sized hats but I do make them in baby size, and kids sizes. Sorry I haven't blogged in a few hopefully this upcoming week will be a little less busy so I will be able to update on Thanksgiving and things! Love you all! oh btw I am looking for like a hat display thingy... like a model of a head?? any ideas where i might find one?

Brown and teal

White and Green Polka Dot Fun

Sorry this one is kinda blurry.

Shootin' Stuff

So after receiving the bad news it was apparent that we needed to take some time off to "let off some steam." Growing up in a house without guns it was a little weird that I married someone who loves them so much. And in turn I have also taken a liking to them. We took the 10/22s, Andrews new play toy a Smith and Weston M&P .40 and an old favorite Mosin, to blow up some barbies and other various items that we happen to find at the dollar store. So we packed up the car, stopped at McDonald's, its evil I know, and Andrew decided to be difficult in the drive thru. His friends taught him that if you get a double cheese burger and get lettuce and Big Mac sauce you could get a Big Mac for super cheap, so he wanted to try it. Well im sure there is not a button for "Big Mac Sauce" on the machine, because she took about three minutes without puting anything on the order when she said "Is that everything?" We continued our order and drove through, I sure hope that the girls day went better after that. :)

So we continued on our adventure, we first went to Newton Dam where there were oodles of people there. I couldn't believe it it was the middle of the day and people were shooting what crazy people, us included. HAHA! Andrew and I have a really hard time shooting with other people around, call it performance anxiety hehe jk. Andrew always says "it just takes one idiot!" So we decided to pick the next best place, Dry Canyon in Smithfield. We were happy to find no one there and set up shop, those poor barbies didn't know what hit them. It was the first time I had shot the M&P, not a big fan of the recoil so even though he has had the thing for 4 months it took a little time to warm up to it. So it over all it was definitely a fun destructive day, the
destruction pictures follow:

Loading the rounds

Our little spread
The Victims before

My cute earplugs courtesy of Icon:)
An awesome picture of AndrewSome pieces of the barbies, well the on
es we could find:)Our cute picture! You know I when I look at this picture I think about all the other guys I dated before Andrew, and all that time none of them seemed to fit. They (whoever they are) say that you marry your father, and I think that in my case I did. Andrew would do anything for you if it was in his power to help, he would bend over backwards to get something done for someone. I think that is one of my favorite things about him, and any of you who know my dad he is the same way. Another thing that I love about Andrew is that he is so thoughtful! He is always asking how I am and making sure that I am happy. Just take this for example, I had to work today and Andrew did also but just for a couple hours. He took the car and I walked to work when I got off he came to pick me up and then we went to this grocery store near where I work. He said he needed to go check out the DVDs cause he was looking for one, usually around this year we go to dinner and to go see "The Nutcracker" Ballet, but unfortunately this year we have decided not to go. This wonderful husband of mine was looking for the dvd of the ballet so we could watch it at home! He had already been to 4 stores that day to find it for me! I couldnt have asked for a better husband than him!

Pictures of my cousin's cute kids that I would like them to have:D

This is beautiful tia:) I was taking the picture and she wouldnt smile. I asked if she wanted everyone to see her not smiling and then she did this hehe

This is adorable Maren and my brother Shaun's fingers. She just fell asleep in his arms:D

I LOVE this photo! Kellie and Maren were so adorable together!

HANDSOME KADEN! He is so freaking adorable! I was suprised he stood so still!